Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling =)

They say I think too much.
Maybe I do. I can't help it.
It's in me all the while.
I'm just pessimistic.
Maybe I'm afraid,
Afraid of losing what I treasure the most.
I tried to be perfect,
I really did.
But lacks some things which other has.

Places to vent it all out has all been sealed.

Nowhere to let it out. Kept it all in me.

I tried telling, but it's off no use.

It makes matters worse at times.

I've lost it all.

At times when I thought I had it back,

But no, I'm wrong.

I'm back at one.

Yes, I am.

This is just a random post. The first two parts where taken from a song which I've been listening to alot lately. Feeling rather emo these few days. Maybe it's due to the lack of sleep. Assignments are due every week. Finished my IISO assignment and DCNK case study 2 today. I'm glad. =) OOPG lab test is this Saturday. Hopefully it'll be easy. Tomorrow is Grandpa's birthday. Happy Birthday Grandpa. He's my only grandparent left. So I would like to wish him the best of health.

My english is terrible these days. All the "big" words are long gone. Now it's just plain simple english for me. No more savvy English. I miss those days when I'm in school with my classmates. All the craps and rubbish we did. Lame stuff, but I enjoyed it. Friends comes and go. Only the good ones remain. Maybe it's just fate. Life is short, so enjoy it while we can.

I was suppose to meet my group members at ten, this morning, but I woke up late. Baby woke me up, thankfully. If not, I think I'll be still sleeping my ass off until the sun goes down. It's a little exaggerated, I know. So I went to school, had Mac's for brunch again. Thanks Jing Jing, you dumb dumb. So I ate during IISO tutorial while the others where busy doing their assignments which is due tomorrow. So after tutorial, my group and I did the last part and we're done. Thought of going to town to collect my tix, but baby's doesn't want. So I took a bus to eunos, wanted to fetch her from school. But the stupid bus took like ages. I'm begining to grow white hair while waiting. Then she called, sounding rather pissed. Met up with her at eunos, she looks grumpy. So I asked her to take the seat in the shade while I go flag a cab. After awhile, she came out. And I think she's lady luck. A cab came immediately. So went to her place to slack. Watched her sleep, she was suppose to wake up at five. But she can't get up. So I let her sleep for awhile longer. She didn't felt the pokes I gave her to wake her up, so yea, I let her sleep. She slept until eight plus before we had dinner. Meanwhile, I did one and a half maths tutorial and completed my DCNK case study two and next week's IISO tutorial. After dinner, we watched tv till eleven then I went home. I was stoning in the bus. But managed to get home safely. Was talking to her on the phone when suddenly she went silent. I shouted and did whatever, but no response. I hung up and called back like dozen of times, but same still no response. Then I guess I had a mood swing and felt emo. So oh wells. Worried lahh! I sent her a message asking her to call me when she gets up. Hopefully she calls. I miss her. Yes, I do.

I think I'll give up the idea of doing my OOPG lab now. I'll do it tomorrow during break. My other classmates should still be rushing their assignments now and tomorrow. I need to sleep now, if not I'll become worse than a panda. Pandas are cuter when compared to me, I bet you.